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Watcha Gonna Do?

Hey old man
Whatcha gonna do
When you’re feelin blue
Cuz they ragged on you
And they put you in the SHU
And then they flew… away

Hey old man
Whatcha gonna do
When they tag you out
Cuz you had a little bout
Your life looks like a rout
Now you’re on the out… side

Hey old man
Whatcha gonna do
When you roll the dice
And you can’t pay the price
Or make the sacrifice
You’re not given a slice…of their time

Hey old man
Whatcha gonna do
Get down on your knees
Pray for the keys
To thaw the freeze
And unlock the squeeze…they have on you

Copyright © 2014 by SkylerThomas

What is Prayer? (Devotional and Song)

Male Vocal

Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

Devotional: Pray Without Ceasing

What is prayer? This question has lingered in the hearts and minds of believers for centuries. In our pursuit of God and understanding His ways, we often find ourselves at the intersection of formality and authenticity. True prayer, the kind God desires—is not a performance cloaked in polished phrases, but is an open, vulnerable dialog with our Creator.

Prayer is an invitation to bring our true selves to God. It is where we can lay aside the polished veneer we often present to the world and come forth with all our burdens and fears. The idea of showcasing our “best foot forward” loses significance when we recognize that God desires our honesty more than our facade. We do not come to Him as employees seeking approval for a job well done; we come as beloved children, yearning for connection.

In prayer, we shed all pretense, allowing ourselves to be truly seen. We do not need to hide our thoughts or mask our emotions, for God is not looking for flawless interactions. Instead, He welcomes our authentic, unrefined selves. In our moments of despair, frustration, and uncertainty, prayer becomes a refuge, allowing us to seek not only answers but also peace that surpasses our own understanding.

Coming before God with no mask, where we can be ultra-vulnerable—encapsulates the essence of what it means to communicate with God. It’s not merely a transaction; it’s a transformative experience. We lay our burdens down, inviting His grace to permeate our lives, bringing healing and restoration.

Philippians reminds us of the dual nature of prayer: we bring forth our requests, but we also weave in thanksgiving. This act of gratitude becomes our acknowledgment of God’s past faithfulness, providing a foundation of trust as we navigate our current uncertainties. This is a powerful reminder that prayer is both a dialogue and a comforting embrace, where we can express our concerns while resting in His peace.

In this sacred exchange, we discover this paradox: our limitations allow for God’s boundless grace to be poured into our lives. As we approach God’s throne, stripped of our façade, we find freedom in our vulnerabilities. This invitation to be real with God is refreshing; it transforms our prayer life into a space of authenticity, where we can experience His love and power in profound ways.

Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank You for the gift of prayer. Help us to leave behind our pretenses and come to You just as we are—vulnerable, open, and seeking. May we bring our true selves into Your presence, and may our communion with You bring peace to our hearts. Teach us to embrace vulnerability in prayer and deepen our relationship with You. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Closing Thought

As we go forth today, let us redefine our understanding of prayer. It is not a display of perfection, but a heartfelt dialogue with God. Let us confidently approach Him in our weaknesses and uncertainties, embracing the grace that fills our voids. In every moment of honesty, we find a deeper connection with our Creator, who longs for us to simply be ourselves in His presence.

A Writing

Is my prayer, a time for display,
Where I put my best foot forward each day?
To impress you with phrases, all polished and neat,
A perfect impression crafted, no hint of defeat?
Cleaned and formal, like a suit for a test,
Am I here for a job? Do I wear my best?
Telling of virtues, or weaving a tale,
Hiding the shadows, that truths would unveil?
Pleading for freedom, to bend the curve,
Wanting my terms; do I truly deserve
Or begging a rich uncle, a loan to procure,
Presenting my dreams that I know are unsure.
Oh, what is this “deal” that I seek to propose?
But no… prayer’s a gift, a way to expose.
I come without answers, empty and torn,
With burdens I carry, in silence I mourn.
Not playing the victim, nor wrapped in my shame,
I shed all pretense, I drop all the game.
Here I can offer the truth of my state,
No mask, no façade; just my heart liberate.
In this place that I hold, I can simply be,
Ultra-vulnerable, real, and set free.
While my ways may lead me to chaos and strife,
I yearn to lay down the failures of my life.
Help me to bow, on my knees humbly come,
With naught but my burdens, stripped down, feeling numb.
A child of the heavens, with a heart that’s elated
In every kind gesture, your warmth demonstrated.
So today, gracious Lord, in this moment I stand,
I’ll offer my heart, just as you had planned.
Without being fake, without the pretense,
In prayer, I find solace, a truth so immense.

Copyright © 2024 by Skyler Thomas

(A Worship Song)

Verse 1
Is my prayer a stage, where I perform,
Crafting the words to weather the storm?
Polished and neat, like a suit for a test,
Hiding my shadows, my heart’s unrest.
But You see beyond, to the truth of my soul,
In Your presence, Lord, I can finally be whole.

Chorus
I come just as I am, no mask, no disguise,
With burdens I carry, with tears in my eyes.
Your love meets me here, in my broken refrain,
You lift me, restore me, through mercy unchained.

Verse 2
I’m not here to bargain, to plead or impress,
Nor weave my own story, avoiding the mess.
I bring all my failures, my wounds and my flaws,
Before You, Redeemer, who bore the great cross.
In Your holy presence, I’m stripped of my pride,
In the arms of my Father, I’m safe to abide.

Chorus
I come just as I am, no mask, no disguise,
With burdens I carry, with tears in my eyes.
Your love meets me here, in my broken refrain,
You lift me, restore me, through mercy unchained.

Bridge
Here I surrender, I bow down in awe,
No pretense to cover the truth that You saw.
Vulnerable, here I am free,
A child of the heavens, in Your grace I see.
Every kind gesture, Your warmth, Your embrace,
Transforms my mourning with the light of Your face.

Chorus
I come just as I am, no mask, no disguise,
With burdens I carry, with tears in my eyes.
Your love meets me here, in my broken refrain,
You lift me, restore me, through mercy unchained.

Outro
So here in this moment, my soul softly sings,
I lay down my burdens, my everything.
No more pretending, no need to impress,
I stand in Your presence, in truth I confess.
I come just as I am, Your grace I receive,
Forever I’ll worship, forever believe.

Copyright © 2024 by Skyler Thomas

What We Lost, What We Hold (Song)

[Verse 1]
It’s been a long, long year, we carry the weight,
Lost loved ones, gone too soon, through heaven’s gate.
Empty chairs at the table, echoes remain,
Holding on to the memories through all of the pain.

[Verse 2]
Homes washed away by storms in the night,
Dreams like dust, disappearing from sight.
Hands once working now still and laid bare,
We’re searching for something, an answered prayer.

[Chorus]
Oh, what we lost, but what do we hold?
In the darkest winter, there’s light in the cold.
Every broken piece tells a story so true,
Of hearts still beating, we’ll make it through.

[Verse 3]
Empty classrooms, missed moments to shine,
Traditions forgotten, erased by time.
Friendships fading in silence and space,
But I swear I still see you, I can still feel your face.

[Bridge]
And though we’ve lost our way,
We’ll find it again someday.
Through the tears and the fight,
We will rise, we will write…

[Christmas Hope]
But Christmas Day is near, and we light the flame,
A star in the darkness, a whispering name.
We put our hopes and dreams in the one who stands,
Holding our future in His holy hands.

[New Year Promise]
And a new year dawns, the sky turns to gold,
We gather as one, though the year’s been so cold.
We lift up our voices, our hearts raised above,
To the One we serve, the One we love.

[Chorus]
Oh, what we lost, but what do we hold?
In the darkest winter, there’s light in the cold.
Every broken piece tells a story so true,
Of hearts still beating, we’ll make it through.

[Outro]
And though the storm may take it all,
We’ll plant seeds where the leaves may fall.
Through loss and the aching, love still remains,
We’ll gather the pieces and start once again.
For Christmas brings hope, and a new year will shine,
With the One who redeems every moment in time.

Copyright © 2024 by Skyler Thomas

What’s Heaven Like? (Devotional and Song)

What No Eye Has Seen – Duet Vocal

What No Eye Has Seen – Female Vocal

1 Corinthians 2:9 (ESV)

“But, as it is written, What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him.”

Devotional: The Great Divide – A Promise of Eternity

In our quest for understanding, we often find ourselves contemplating what lies beyond the veil of this life.

“What’s it like, this great divide,
That sweeps us from this life away,”

We often refer to crossing “a great divide” when we speak of passing from this life to the next. This “great divide” symbolizes the transition from our earthly existence to the eternal presence of God, a passage that is filled with anticipation and hope. As believers, we are assured that what awaits us is something so magnificent that it surpasses any earthly experience. This transition is not just a final goodbye; it is a threshold of grace where our souls will truly abide, free from the burdens and woes that weigh us down in this life.

“Is it akin to passing through a veil,
Where whispers float on gentle air,”

The imagery of passing through a veil captures the idea of entering into God’s presence. Here, we are invited to imagine ourselves enveloped in a gentle embrace of whispers wafting through the air, where the symphonies of heaven reveal a world far beyond our current understanding. The question arises—what shall we first behold?

“Will we behold those pearly gates,
That glimmer soft with stories told?”

Perhaps it will be these gates that usher us into the presence of God, or maybe it will be vast fields filled with color, a radiant tapestry displaying the beauty of creation in all its forms, much richer than the mere streets of gold often described.

As we envision our heavenly home, we picture ourselves greeted by a chorus of souls—a heavenly choir filled with joy and love. Each welcoming heart helps us comprehend that this is a place of eternal communion, where laughter and warmth lift us higher, showcasing the depth of God’s grace and love.

In contemplating what heaven may be like, we consider the vibrant colors and profound sounds that await us. Each note, each sound, a remarkable testament to the joy of salvation; a chorus that makes us whole and fills our spirits with elation.

Indeed, Heaven is a fitting symbol of life in its most beautiful form.

“Imagine gardens where flowers bloom,
With fragrances that wrap around,”

These visual and sensory experiences invite us to wonder about the depths of God’s creation, a constant reminder of hope in our current journey.

As we move through life, we often yearn for peace and comfort. We are to be reminded of the intimacy of love found even in the smallest moments—a reflection of God’s love, which invites us to embrace vulnerability and connection.

Ultimately, our hearts are drawn to the promise of an eternal life filled with grace. We look forward to the day when shadows will dissolve and fears will be no more.

“Gone are the shadows, fears dissolved,
Where pain and want are fully healed.”

What lies ahead is incomprehensible by human understanding, yet it is filled with promise, embraced in divine love.

Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father, we thank You for the hope of eternity. Help us to keep our hearts focused on the promise of what lies ahead. As we journey through life, may we find comfort in the imagery of Your love and grace, eagerly anticipating the day when we step into Your glorious presence. Teach us to live in the light of that promise, trusting in Your plan for our lives. Amen.

Closing Thought

As we reflect on the beauty of heaven and the great divide that leads us there, let us walk through each day with anticipation, filled with hope and love. Heaven awaits us—a vibrant tapestry of colors, sounds, and embrace, reminding us to cherish each moment as a reflection of the eternal joy that is to come. Hold tight to the promise that one day we’ll find our place in the glorious embrace of our Creator.

A Writing

What’s it like, this great divide,
That sweeps us from this life away,
A threshold graced where souls abide,
Where earthly woes no longer weigh?

Is it akin to passing through a veil,
Where whispers float on gentle air,
And symphonies of grand detail,
Reveal a world beyond compare?

Will we behold those pearly gates,
That glimmer soft with stories told,
Or shall we glimpse vast, open estates,
A tapestry of colors bold?

Will a chorus of souls greet me there,
Thronging to welcome, a heavenly choir,
With open arms and joy to share,
Their laughter and love lifting me higher.

We’ve heard of streets where gold is laid,
Yet gold seems narrow, a single hue,
Could heaven be a vibrant cascade,
A master’s palette where visions are new?

Imagine reds like canyon floors,
Where sunlight spills, embracing earth,
Each hue’s a song that gently soars,
A celebration of life and birth.

What sounds shall greet us, sweet and clear,
With symphonies that touch the soul?
A chorus of joy, so pure, sincere,
Each note a story, making us whole.

Will greens emerge like forests deep,
With creatures dancing, wild and free,
And floral scents that softly creep,
Each blossom unveiling the mystery?

Imagine gardens where flowers bloom,
With fragrances that wrap around,
In every petal, our hearts consume,
As nature whispers, hope profound.

Surely there’ll be oceans, blue and deep,
That invite our hearts to sail free,
With gentle waves that stir and sweep,
A celebration of love’s decree.

Rather than mansions dimly lit,
With countless rooms and silent halls,
I long to soar where spirits flit,
Beyond the bounds where starlight calls.

Oh, the softness of a baby’s skin,
A tender touch that warms the heart,
In every hug, a world begins,
A simple love that plays its part.

A symphony of colors blend,
Like Kodachrome, each moment sing,
Forever praising without end,
In joyful reverence to our King.

An eternity to spread His grace,
To honor Him, the guiding light,
For in His arms, we find our place,
No longer lost, but pure delight.

Gone are the shadows, fears dissolved,
Where pain and want are fully healed,
Tears wiped away, love’s truth resolved,
As life forever is finally sealed.

Yet still I ponder what awaits,
In realms unseen, where dreams ignite,
A dimension where the heart elates,
My spirit dances in endless light.

More than my mind can grasp or know,
Beyond the visions I can weave,
Heaven’s embrace will freely flow,
In perfect love, we shall believe.

So I await, with hope in sway,
The moment when I shall step through,
To find the colors, bright as day,
A life renewed, forever true.

Copyright © 2024 by SkylerThomas

What No Eye Has Seen
(Inspired by 1 Corinthians 2:9)

Verse 1
No eye has seen, no ear has known,
The plans You’ve made, the love You’ve shown.
Beyond the veil, where hope takes flight,
Your glory shines, eternal light.

Pre-Chorus
What heart can dream, what words can say,
The beauty of that coming day?

Chorus
Oh, heaven sings, its voice so sweet,
A song of joy, our souls to greet.
Where tears are gone and shadows cease,
We’ll rest forever in Your peace.
What no eye has seen, no heart can hold,
Unveiled in love, Your plan unfolds.

Verse 2
The skies will gleam, the stars will bow,
Creation sings its anthem now.
Yet more than this, Your face we’ll see,
The boundless love that sets us free.

Pre-Chorus
What heart can dream, what words can say,
The beauty of that coming day?

Chorus
Oh, heaven sings, its voice so sweet,
A song of joy, our souls to greet.
Where tears are gone and shadows cease,
We’ll rest forever in Your peace.
What no eye has seen, no heart can hold,
Unveiled in love, Your plan unfolds.

Bridge
Imagine fields of endless grace,
Where every soul beholds Your face.
Each step a dance, each breath a song,
With saints and angels all along.

Chorus
Oh, heaven sings, its voice so sweet,
A song of joy, our souls to greet.
Where tears are gone and shadows cease,
We’ll rest forever in Your peace.
What no eye has seen, no heart can hold,
Unveiled in love, Your plan unfolds.

Final Chorus
When I cross that great divide,
And stand before You, arms spread wide.
What no eye has seen, my soul will find,
In You, my Lord, for all of time.

Copyright © 2025 by SkylerThomas

When the Promise Hurts

Inspired by Genesis 16

Song:


Scripture Reading – Genesis 16:7–13 (NIV)

The angel of the Lord found Hagar near a spring in the desert…
And he said, “Hagar, slave of Sarai, where have you come from, and where are you going?”
“I’m running away from my mistress Sarai,” she answered.
Then the angel of the Lord told her, “Go back… I will increase your descendants so much that they will be too numerous to count.”
She gave this name to the Lord who spoke to her: “You are the God who sees me,” for she said, “I have now seen the One who sees me.”


Reflection – “When the Promise Hurts”

There are moments in the life of faith when the very thing we were promised feels more like a burden than a blessing. The waiting stretches on. Silence grows louder. Doubt creeps in.

“When the Promise Hurts” is a cry from that sacred in-between — when what God said hasn’t come to pass, and what we’ve done in the meantime has only made things messier. It gives voice to the ache of wondering whether you’ve been forgotten… and the deeper ache of realizing you tried to take control instead of trusting.

The song walks with us through waiting, regret, and fallout — but it doesn’t leave us there. It follows the God of Genesis 16, who finds us in the wilderness, just as He found Hagar. He doesn’t scold. He speaks. He names. He sees.

This is the heart of the gospel: not that we always get it right, but that God still writes mercy into our story. He still moves through the mess. And even when we don’t feel Him, He’s the God who never shuts us out.

So if you’re in a season where the promise hurts — if you’ve made mistakes in the waiting — know this:
You’re not disqualified.
You’re not unseen.
And it’s not over.

The same God who met Hagar in the desert meets you now — with grace, with whisper, with welcome.


Prayer

God of the promise and the wilderness,
You see us when we wait, when we wander, and when we weep.
Forgive us for the ways we’ve tried to force what only You can fulfill.
Forgive us for running from You — or worse, trying to replace You.

Thank You for finding us in the fallout.
Thank You for calling us by name, even when we feel ashamed.
We trust that You still work through the mess.
That You redeem even the pain.
And that You never shut us out.

Teach us to wait well.
To listen for Your whisper.
To follow when You speak.
And to believe again — even when it hurts.

In Jesus’ name,
Amen.


Song: When the Promise Hurts

Verse 1 – The Struggle of Waiting
I held Your promise like a seed in dry ground
Prayed for rain but no mercy came down
I smiled through the silence, held back the tears
But doubt moved in louder with every year
I heard every echo, searched stars for a sign
Wondered if waiting meant I’d been denied
Am I the forgotten, the one You let go?
Or is there still hope in a promise so slow?

Chorus – Confession & Faithfulness
When the promise hurts and I’m breaking inside
When hope’s hanging on by the thinnest line
I’m sorry I ran, sorry I tried
To carry what only You provide
But even in silence, even in doubt
You’re still the God who never shuts me out

Verse 2 – The Fallout
I moved too fast when I should’ve stood still
I pushed the door open and called it Your will
I passed off the burden I didn’t release
And covered the chaos with counterfeit peace
Now I see the cracks in the things I’ve done
The distance I built when I tried to outrun
Can mercy still reach what I’ve torn apart?
Can grace find a way back into my heart?

Chorus – Confession & Faithfulness
When the promise hurts and I’m breaking inside
When hope’s hanging on by the thinnest line
I’m sorry I ran, sorry I tried
To carry what only You provide
But even in silence, even in doubt
You’re still the God who never shuts me out

Verse 3 – Wilderness Grace
You found me alone in the hush of the night
Where the questions were louder than any light
You spoke to the fear I had hidden for years
And called me by name through the weight of my tears
No thunder, no fire — just whisper and breath
A promise not broken, just not finished yet
You meet me right here in the wild unknown
Still calling me chosen, still calling me home

Bridge – Redemption & Release
You don’t ignore all the wrongs I’ve done
But You weave Your mercy through every one
If You still move in the mess I’ve made
Then even the pain has a part to play

Final Chorus – Restored Trust
When the promise waits and the answer’s delayed
Still I’ll trust You’re working in unseen ways
I’m done with the fight, done with the fear
Your whisper is stronger than all I could hear
And even in silence, even in doubt
You’re still the God who never shuts me out

Outro – Quiet Benediction
You found me afraid, but You called me by name
You stayed through the silence, You stayed through the shame
You never let go, through the silence and doubt
You’re still the God who never shuts me out

Copyright © 2025 by Skyler Thomas